Holiday Ho-Hums

I was doing alright. Truly.

I have been taking my anti-depressant religiously. I have been exercising. I have continued to participate in social activities and go to work.

But I'm just fed up this week. I've nearly lost my temper several times picking battles that aren't worth it. I'm pissed all the time. I feel lonely all the time.

I want:
holiday decorating with friends and family
homemade pumpkin pie, hold the whip cream
hugs, and more hugs
smiles and laughter and twinkling eyes
kisses and caresses
love and rest

Instead, I'm going home to my cat* and my DVDs and my cereal-for-dinner life.

*I love my cat; he's the only thing that shows me love and cuddles with me right now.